What i need.

There are some thing's in this Life that You just can't live without. && One of those thing's is "Friendship".

--- Don't get me wrong i have friend's && i love them from the bottom of my Heart. But ever since they went off to College thing's have been very different.

You would think that people got more mature when they go away to College. Ha.! Not these girl's... Let me start the story off by saying. I'm 19 my friend's are 20 && will be 21 in the next 6 month's. They are also SINGLE. I on the other hand have a Boyfriend. They go out to club's && thing's of that nature. I'm not really a club kind of girl, but i have alway's wanted to go. (sidebar) "You see i used to be the "ugly duckling" i wore glasses, i need braces, i have alway's been skinny(petite) but on the other hand; i have a mouth of a Angry black woman(my mom)." I am proud of who i am now i where i come from && what i do. but my friend's and I are on 2 different pages. they get upset with me for not wanting to go to the club. Because they claim i'm 19 && i need to be living my life. But what they don't understand is.. I am. This is my life.. this is how i want to live it. Yes i like to do fun thing's; spontaneously.. but the "club" to me isn't that much of a thrill as it seems. I have it on my to do list in life but i'm in no hurry. I'm a laid back kind of girl. I like too look cute but i don't NEED to go everywhere && be seen. I just want my friend's to understand that I am grown enough to make my own decision's && they need to support them.!! Ugh,...